Friday, March 26, 2010

i wanna i wanna

i wanna dance naked through your thoughts
i wanna lay like chocolate mint on your pillow
i wanna smile through your mind's eye
i wanna be the sweet wine dribble on your lips
i wanna shiver at the sight of you
i wanna be the sounds you close your eyes to
i wanna run as fast as i can
and slow around your heart and head
and back again
i wanna be in your every dream scene
i wanna escape into your touch
i wanna i wanna
i'm delusional thinking you want me too
i don't care
it's want i wanna
let me be
i float
inside my teardrop
slowly falling from my face
ahh sweet disposition

Monday, March 22, 2010

saturday brings me to monday

saturday was great
hung out with a mate
spanish ballad karaoke
sunday was a rest
college basketball
healthcare passes
it’s rainy today
can’t play
spied a luscious look on the train
she wore black knee-high leather socks
wow that rocks

Friday, March 19, 2010

Time for Toes

In the East
The season’s almost here
Very near
It’s time for toes
The line’s already down the block
At Mrs. Bowes
To get a Pedi

I eat my chicken sandwich
On the corner
Like a loiter
But don't care no matter
I wanna
See ladies coming out the shop
I gotta thing for feet and toes
And nobody knows

It's a secret
And I'm tryin’ to keep it
So I can't stay out long
I gotta go do my homework
In history we’re studying Asia
This week it’s Hong Kong

But I wanna study toes
So I stand in front of Mrs. Bowes
Salon hoping they'd pose
For me while I take a picture
With my eyes and mind
It’s time
Time for toes

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

A Dance

_________FLOWER______LIQUID__________
________rose______________water________
_______pink________________clear________
______silk__________________rippling______
___as smooth as____________tall drink of____
soft and delicate_____________calm and wet__
_long-stemmed_____________free flowing____
____________ROSE LEANS TO_____________
_________________WATER________________
________________WATER_________________
_______________FEEDS___________________
_______________ROSE____________________
_______________ROSE____________________
_____________BLOSSOMS_________________
_____________BLOSSOMS_________________
_______________FALL_____________________
______________GENTLY___________________
____________ON RIPPLES__________________

Monday, March 15, 2010

ugh! train

annoying rider
being who you are
and how you live as yourself
you think you’re a star
you sit next to me on the train
you stumble, hit me with your cane
and your little bag too
you sit and knock me again
i mention a cane but it’s plain
to see you’re not old or frail
never a look or a word or an expression
of pardon or excuse me from you
i say nothing
you pull out your book to read
and the pages brush my leg
you click your pen on and off again and again
click on click off click on click off click on click off click
you’re a dick
i look over but you don't notice
or realize you’re a bother
you begin to read aloud
what?!
okay you stop after two sentences
whew!
you move your elbow and hit me again
it's a big enough space for you to fit, man
it's not like you’re home at your kitchen table
so you have to make do
we all do
i already squeezed over as much as i could
and distracted by you more than you knew
oh good
you’re getting off at the next stop
but not without another bip bop
ugh!

CAN'T SLEEP!

peanut butter and jelly
4 am
and i'm not high
i can't get to sleep
i don't know why
soy milk to wash it down
and hbo
old movie i haven't seen
not really watching tho'
hmmm the plants on the sill need water
they're not that green
it rained all day
big branches down
trees out the ground
still raining in the night
tap tap tap splat
go the drops on my window
i hear a baby crying
and someone's tv on
i hope i fall asleep
soon it will be dawn
okay i'm getting tired
maybe this time it's for real
okay false alarm
what is the deal
ah ah ah ah ah

Saturday, March 13, 2010

High Yellow, she says

I'm in a dark world
As I sit here
But I'm light with blonde hair
Life's not fair

This is looked down upon
From miles around
The rest of the world may be different
But this little village is by which I'm bound

I do not see a difference
For what matters is heart and mind
But just the same
The villagers are not kind

Friday, March 12, 2010

where should IT dine

a little ambivalent where to dine
should It stick to one or venture the other kind
naturally acquiring the taste for fish
because it's the popular dish
but somehow tempted and curious about chicken
does It think it could be finger lickin'
intrigued by chicken's chronic affection
although each time It turns a disconcerting complexion
It's fascinated by chicken's shape and form
yet fearful that It's interest may not be the norm
maybe It receives an unexplainable carnal pleasure
from chicken's invitation to dine
but what would all the people say
if It switched from white to red wine

Thursday, March 11, 2010

gotta get a girl

i wanna punch u in the face
ur a fuckin' disgrace
wasting my damn time
second by minute by hour
i can't get back
a slow night as I sit in this chair
clicking and ctrl alt deleting in despair
u stall and freeze
and take forever to download
damn ur a bitch
in gangsta mode
come the fuck on
would u please
my boxers' at my damn knees
what's with this slow ass machine
when i'm tryin' to watch porn
come the fuck on
do i gotta stroke u too, boo
but u ain't my lover
u mean and my girl
she's on the screen
ready to beg for it
once i hit play
she's gonna grind 'n groan
moan and I don't mind
if her breast are big or not
i'm gonna get mine off anyway
as soon as u fuckin' load
please
please
i'm not begging again
like a mofo
u grimy so 'n so
okay
please
please
ah fuck it
i'm goin' to bed

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

angels dancing

i miss you
the you
you used to be
free so free
angels dancing
around everywhere
guiding here guiding there
another time another place
when life had a different face

Monday, March 8, 2010

in my mind

living in my mind
no way to unwind
axe to grind
living in my mind

always in a dream
don't care how it seems
one day
i'll leave but for now
stay

living in my mind
there's really no way out
but i'm not really searching for the door
my stay is welcomed

always in a dream
with the volume turned up
high
everything else is drowned out
i think i'll make a sandwich

Saturday, March 6, 2010

pain pain go away

gotta pain at my waist
i wish it would find another place
to live and take up space
because i got things to do
gotta pain at my side
like a friendship that has died
but the hurt lingers on
what is wrong
why won't you go away
why do you stay
and torment me so
and try and slow me down
pain you're really in the way
i think i'll pop a pill today
because i got things to do

Thursday, March 4, 2010

ooh lala la lalalalala

welcome
boys & girls
to nineteen ninety
welcome to the night
at first sight
and step
it's haunted
darkness looms at the entrance
but the sound summons you
please march forward
and prepare to dance
you see the smoke
it pulls you in
it rises from the floor
hanging in mid air
forward on
a fantastical scene
for your turned on eye
you feel the vibe
and smell the hot
that surrounds you
strapped bodies huddled
a colorful canvas of characters
skin leather vinyl and all in between
at the corners and core
dance prance you're in a trance
boys & girls
welcome
to the underground
nyc nightlife
the factory of sound
delicious delight
the sound factory
groove baby

Groove Is In The Heart

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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Darren's Party

Last night I enjoyed myself
At a small get-together
Mellow happy people
Couples coupled coupling uninhibited free freewill
Not man woman man and woman but person people persons
Artists creativity hanging from the wall
Family family friends
A good time all night long
Pretenses unspoken words actions speak louder than was
I surprised amazed caught off guard
Nah I'm keen perceptive
I can feel the vibrations and ride the wave
of energies as a surfer
Using risk challenge capturing the essence of this
Energy and riding riding high
I'm happy watching watching
I'm looking at you
Tonight's the night the ni-gh-ht
Winding down my head rests on the bed
Pounding and pounding
I feel good meeting new
I love
It's beautiful
A total attraction of the attracted the
different the new the old young
You
Meet again

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Riding On That Song

He's riding, riding all night long
He's riding, riding on that song

2 in the morning
Ain't got no place to go
Sitting on the red line
Acting like he know

He's riding, riding all night long
He's riding, riding on that song

Ain't got no job
But he's been out all day
Now it's the night time
And he still wanna play

He's riding, riding all night long
He's riding, riding on that song

40 ounces in his gut
And rum on his hip
He's riding the blue line
On an all night trip

He's riding, riding all night long
He's riding, riding on that song

Life's got him lost
Now ain't that a shame
Nobody who'll take him
But who's to blame
 
Said life's got him lost
Now ain't that a shame
Nobody who'll take him
He's not only to blame
 
So he's riding, riding all night long
He's riding, riding on that song

Monday, March 1, 2010

janelle monae today



j j j j
i'm waiting on janelle monae
j j j j
janelle monae, i see you today
i listen to you
and what you got to say
a musical explosion
my ears go wild
performance art
my eyes, my mind
you got me suspended
on a Tightrope
like i took a hit
of something
and i'm loving it

7600 Block

Visited the old hood today
Wanted to hear what they'd have to say
Expected smiles and big blue skies
But what I heard really opened my eyes

The hood was in trouble
Something went wrong
The hood went bad
While I was gone
Choose life, I wanted to shout
Choose life, that's what it's about

I returned happy and new
Just knew others would be too
But the stories I heard
They were all black and blue
There was something I had to do

The hood was in trouble
Something went wrong
The hood went bad
While I was gone
Choose life, I wanted to shout
Choose life, that's what it's about

This doesn't seem right
This doesn't seem fair
I got out from outta there
But everyone else is facing the man
Don't understand
Must be a master plan
 
The hood was in trouble
Something went wrong
The hood went bad
While I was gone
Choose life, I wanted to shout
Choose life, that's what it's about

Old friends losing lives
Left and right
Where did I go wrong
Where did they go right
Going about like it ain't no thing
If only they could see
 
The hood was in trouble
Something went wrong
The hood went bad
While I was gone
Choose life, I wanted to shout
Choose life, that's what it's about
Choose life